Grasshopper Dreams 2.0

Flying

I always like to imagine that I'm flying. It's very simple. I just rise up, slowly floating upwards. How high, how fast, those don't matter to me. What I know is that I'm floating up.

Looking down, I could see my house. I see the roads and the cars. The vast expanse of the paddy fields lay below me, like soft green carpet, swaying in the wind. As I lay suspended in mid-air, A single question floats by me. And I already have the answer.

"Where to?"

"East."

In the wind, my body slowly turns, facing east. It was still early in the morning. The sunrise is beautiful from up here. I thought to myself that it would be nice to take things slowly.

I flew up even higher, and moved eastward slowly. I want to soak up the view from here. I see the mountain ranges that stretch to the south. How majestic they looked from up here. The thick jungle covered the land below. Then the jungle cleared out and I see towns again. After that, I see the coastline. I have finally reached the ocean.

I decided to fly low, near the water's surface. The sea breeze blew in my face. I dip my hand into the water. The ocean is wide open in front of me. And I'm determined to go east.

The blanket of night-time begins to cover the sky. The faint lights of the stars begin to blink. I flew upside down, looking up to the black canvas, admiring the stars. The cloudless night makes the stars brighter. I just smile. I take my time flying. I count the stars. Heh, I know it's a waste of time counting the endless entities up there, but I want to spend the time.

I reach the coastline by dawn. The sunrise is beautiful in this land. Parts of this land are covered by mist, which makes the land more beautiful than mysterious. The coastline welcomes me with white sand. In the interior of the land, I see the majestic mountain, rising up from the clouds, like a ruler of this land. I have reached the land that I wanted to go, but not the exact destination.

I flew inland, trying to remember from the stories, trying to find her village, her house. Thankfully I remembered, and flew there.

My journey had come to an end. I landed softly in front of her house. I called out her name. Her head popped out, and she smiled. She ran towards me, hugging me.

Even after all the view, even after the majestic mountains and green carpets and the sea breeze and the bright stars, nothing could match her smile. I hug her. I kiss her cheeks. I had come home. She is my home. She smiles. I smile.

She would ask me, "How’d you get here?"

I would smile and say, "I flew."

She smiles.


RLC

Coins and Auctions

Yesterday I decided to get off my lazy bum and do something. I looked up the list of stuff that I've been procrastinating over and found one task. I want to bank in all my coin collection.

I got this whole cup of loose change stashed in the room. It's about a full cup of Starbucks's Grande cup (that's the first container), and 3/4 of a long, rectangular camera box. I decided to put the money into my ASB account.

The collected coins were heavy. I put all of them in a hand bag. Noisy too. I went to the bank, and the clerk told me to go to the coin machine and sort it out. The clerk at the coin machine took the coin bag and dumped all of the coins into the machine.

Now, I'm like a kid at a toy store, looking at the machine do its job. The coins are tumbled inside the machine and then they all slide down to their corresponding sots. It was amazing to me. After a while I got the total, sixty something Ringgit. Then the clerk told me that it was a miscalculation and had to redo the process again. I just smiled as I watch the coins tumble and slide all over again. The clerk also gave me the old RM1 coin that was in the collection, and also a Thai coin. Hehe. This time, the clerk also took out a screwdriver and knocked around the machine, trying to prevent stuck coins.

All in all, the grand total was RM 126.16. Huh? I didn't know I had that much in loose change. I know that I've collected its since MMU days. Well, as long as it's money. So there it goes, into the ASB.

While we're on the subject of money, I've been thinking of selling of my book collection. But immediately my thoughts go to my Princess. Okay, let me explain...

I want to sell of my book collection. My artbooks; CardCaptor Sakura artbook, Sakura Taisen artbook, LOTR book set, maybe some Alex Ross art. Some of the books I don't know if I'm willing to part, like MGS and MGS2 artbook.

The reason I want to sell them of is of course monetary. But I also want to get some shelf space back. To tell the truth, it's kinda berserabut there. Also, I think I've out-grown those books already. I don't pay much interest in Sakura Taisen anymore, or any other books for that matter. I haven't opened any books in a long time. Besides, the Sakura Taisen book is in Japanese, and some others in Chinese.

Then there's my Princess. I haven't showed her any of my books. Of course, the solution is simply to bring my books over there and let her see them. Simple.

But that's not the actual problem. The problem is to actually sell the damn books. I've looked for online auctions in Malaysia. But the thing is, all of the online auction sites are actually ghost towns. No bidding activity at all. I don't think online auction sites are a good place to sell them books. Stupid online auctions. Maybe I could get some better luck in KL? Or what about Malacca? Maybe EMiNA-heads might want my books.

But I don't want to part with the books without making some sort of a profit. Dammit, I don't know how to calculate them pulak!

RLC

Why Do We Hurt the One We Love?

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Hugs hugs hugs hugs. I love you, sayang.

"My What?"

It's always like this: when a man misses his woman he loves so much, usually everything that is related to her reminds him of her. One of the most common things is a love song.

Y'know, the sappy kind. The usual offenders, and probably the worst offender, are Malay love songs. Songs sung by ROCK bands (a contradiction, since they're singing sappy love songs, sigh). Thank God we're not the ERA.fm demographic. English love songs too are a common offender, but not as vicious as malay love songs. Granted, English love songs are nicer.

(Somehow, my thought floated to any of Malaysia's Diva's love songs, notably Siti Nurhaliza and the rest of the bunch. Brr. Let's not go there. Please.)

As a man in love, I cannot escape the above statement. The things that has an imprint of my Princess will always be invaluable to me. Her pictures I keep, looking at them oh so often. Sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry. But most of the time I smile, because the girl in the picture is smiling back at me with her infectious sweet smile. Heh. :)

As for the song that reminds me of her, I'm an anomaly in this case. It's not a sappy love song. Not at all.

It's Black Eyed Peas' "My Humps". Hm.

Normally, that's not a song to remember your girl by. The song is sexy. The lyrics are playfully naughty. And the video, oh gosh.

But that's her favorite song. The song for her to dance. She would dance this sexy dance to me, usually at the most un-oppportune times. Usually when my hand is full: doing homework, doing the dishes, anything that doesn't resemble sexy.

And then she does the dance to me. Sigh.

I'm not gonna describe the dance, as it's for my eyes only. But my God, I always melt every time she does it. The actual feeling itself is indescribable, 'cause I always lose my mind every time she does it. And the best part about it is that she always laugh when she sees me go blank. I always had a thing for her laugh. It's like honey. It is so sweet in my ears. You just can't help it but smile too.

She puts the smile inside me.

Heh. *hugs*

RLC

Back home again

But I don't have the heart to write anything yet. Sorry.

Maybe later I'll get my bearings and start writing again. Maybe.

RLC.

Rizal Loves Cherane.

There was a new post...

...but I deleted it. It was crap to start with. I was angry, and then I cried. And then I was full of remorse. Still feelin' the heat tho, but not as intense as it was initially.

Oh yes, I cried. In this damned INTEC CompLab no less.

In other words, no new posts yet. You can consider this a new post if you want to.

RLC. Forever.