Monday, February 26, 2007

Tough times

Haven't logged online in a long time, and the initial experience was like this: WTF!? APASAL SUSAH NAK LOGIN BLOGGER NIH!? Apparently the same experience was faced by Lase in her entry, Stupid blogger + headache.

Suffice to say, I had a few hair-pulling minutes before I got it figured out. Aih, why the hell it had to be like this.. Never mind la.

Thank you Pablo for the birthday wish. And also to the rest of my friends who wished me the best.

As for myself, I'm having a hard week ahead. No, it's not about work. Emotions are running wild. And I have to be the anchor of it all. I'm trying my best to weather it, but sometimes the devil will inject some uncertainties in my head. Times like that, I am so weak, I don;t know if I'm able to be the anchor.

But when I put my mind into it, I know I can. All I have to be is to be strong. And by extension, I have to have a stone heart. The very stone heart that I boasted to have long ago, that was melted by love. Now I have to rely on that stone heart.

At the same time, it is also a time of learning. The lessons I have recieved, as always, painful to swallow, but will be etched in my mind as powerful lessons.

Tough times ahead, indeed.