Sunday, March 06, 2005
F'n emotionally tired.
New post, nyo. And still with 30% condensed emofagness.Wanted to release some tension now. I played Advance Wars 2 and somehow the level was fucking hard. Once should be enough to stop, but I tried it twice, thus twice the emo-ness. Bleh. :p
Somehow, I felt that it ruined a perfect day that I spent with someone. (And don't you go barfing on me!). It's a perfect day, and don't laugh, okay!
Oh well, now the angst is all gone (thanks to Gamefaqs.com, bwahaha). Back to teh blog at hand.
Lase said that I'm gonna love her update on her blog. To surmise, she said that she's just an actress and that she's just left the stage for two days. She feels that it's a pain and that she is not totally herself.
So, basically she says that she's off-stage all this time? So, what does this mean to me? Should I, like, go 'yay' at her post? Should I throw my hands in the air and dance in the streets? Or should I go and brood in the corner going masam all of a sudden?
I don't know what I'm gonna do. But what I know is that my previous post ain't a fallacy. I'm not implying that Lase's previous post is a fallacy. My previous post ain't "does not hold as much meaning as it did when I typed it anymore". (sorry Lase, for quoting your blog straight.) In fact, my previous post means a lot to me, and Lase's pervious post means a lot to me too.
I don't imply that Lase did a cop-out job. I'm saying that I'm not copping out from my post. All I typed was for real, straight from the heart. 100%.
maybe at the time of the previous post, Lase had something in mind. Maybe there's an idea running around. Or maybe her own Emo Kid got loose and wreaked havoc. I don't fucking know. (or worse, full moon rising. I'm always afraid of that weird concept. Brr.)
But, in her recent post, she says that she's back on stage, and that it (the prev post) don't hold much meaning anymore. Maybe she wrangled her idea back on. Maybe she managed to catch her Emo Kid and spanked her good (mmm...spanking...). Again, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. I'm not her master at life. Let her live, let her decide on her own. Timshel, baby. Timshel.
Do I love her newest post? I couldn't say. Do I hate it? I most certainly not. It certainly doesn't elicit any deep emotions or feelings. I don't want to say it, but it's more of indifference I'm feeling right now. It ain't like it should warrant another emotion-heavy post. Do you consider this post emotion-heavy? I considered my previous post as emotion-heavy. Because I poured out the stuff inside.
I'm too emotionally empty to make an apathetic post. Physically and emotionally tired. Maybe later I'll get something moving.
Apologies to Lase for quasi-dissing her post. Warnings to Pablo not to barf. Ibanez, you are teh lose.
DIE DIE DIE~!!!!!
First post. Reading the blog post now. LOL