Grasshopper Dreams 2.0

Scenario condensed with caffeine

Strange...nobody posted after pablo...Hel-loo?

Well, here's a new post. Oh, btw, how's the poem? Creativy runs wild when you're under pressure and in a time limit. Just like Calvin says, when asked how he does his homework: "last-minute panic."

This blog was written last night, when my body is saturated with caffeine and sugar, but my brain is already comatose.

What comes across a girl's mind when someone says to her, 'suki desu'? (I like you). In my own fatalist thinking, i could only imagine one outcome: the girl goes silent for a moment and says nothing to the guy. A few days later, the guy realizes that the girl had already dissed him off, avoiding him altogether.

Of course, you could extrapolate that the guy is me and the girl are one of the random girls of the past (i'm not a girl collector, mind you).

Let's break down the sequence, shall we? First, the moment she heard 'suki desu'. I guess her world practically fell apart. To hear someone said that is kinda mind-boggling, I guess. "Someone expressed himself for me, wow," or something like that kot. All kind of warm and fuzzy feeling comes a-flooding. Petals of flowers and rainbows, I presume.

Next on the sequence is looking at who said that. Guess what, it's a-me. Probably their world fell apart again, but for different reasons. Somehow, I could feel their dream shattered to bits. "Holy fuck, he said it?" was probably the closest of what they could think of. Of course, me being a fatalist, I'm a [insert fatalist thinking here]. So, go figure.

So we move on to the third sequence, the "avoid it like the plague" sequence. This one, IMO, is the most brutal, and heart-wrenching for me. It goes like this: the next day, I go and try to start small talk to the girl. No reply. Heck, she even turned the other way around. Ookay. I'll leave her alone and let her ruminate whatever she had today. Probably it's gas. Or worse, full moon rising. Next day, try the same approach and got the same treatment. I'm not that dense to figure out she hates me already.

Mind you, this is not about the girl in the previous blog entries. It's just some generic situation that I've condensed from countless events before. Because I usually encounter situations that similarly look like this, I've summarized it into the scenario above.

I hope Lase and Pablo could give some insight into this scenario. Plus, try imagining I'm saying 'suki desu' to you. What is your reaction? Let me hear about it.

(If my fatalist thinking got the best of me, I could almost smell the same reaction from both of you. And that's not good. Shit.)

Well, discuss about it over the weekend. I'm not gonna check to blog for the weekend 'cos I'm going to Kero-chan's for a Boy's Weekend Out. So, girls, go crazy in here.

Don't forget to clean up the mess after the party's over, okay?

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16 Comments:

  At Fri Feb 25, 05:04:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Cherane said...

'suki desu'
usfcibieiufcwniufv urbgweogr iugvc yburg ugv bfygufgecrfygervuygyf!!!
=oh...kay that didn't go very well..
'suki desu'
*shiver*shiver* AHH CHOOO!
=hmm....not that either
'suki desu'
Uwerghhhhh!!!
=no..
'suki desu'
.........!!!!!!!!!!............
(run for the hills)
======================
you're right, you do have that effect and that's when i know a little about you. I wonder what the poor girl is feeling if she knows you!
but, seriously, boss. The malay have the term 'jodoh' that could sum you up. Tiada jodoh, yet.

  At Fri Feb 25, 05:17:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Lase said...

2nd post~!!! At least I beat ibanezmf. =P

  At Fri Feb 25, 05:25:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Lase said...

Every individual is different. You can't expect my reaction to be the same as Pablo's or any other person for that matter. Hence, before saying "suki desu", perhaps you wanna try and see whether the girl is giving you the hints as well before you go for the direct approach. But be careful on that one also. ^_^ Else you'll end up like me. (too slow) LOL.

  At Fri Feb 25, 07:31:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Imurann said...

"suki desu" .. ehem, this particular word means more than flying in heavenly skies above. Being ready is one thing, saying it is another thing, and being rejected, lol (let's just laugh about it..)

I can say for me personally, saying such words is particularlly hard because loving someone isnt a joking matter. Feelings being hurt, provoked, darkness in the silent room, endless rain. think about it before doing such 'suki' action.

Lase was correct about the 'hint' thing. or else we'll end up in a big LOL and one pihak will end up in Wolf's Rain tears. I dah kena beberapa kali, cam bangang jer tau.. well that time still a NOOB in this relationship thingy.

Since after learning from the confound mistakes, pretty much now try to listen to your heart more often. Softly it will talk with you, showing up the 'hints' which we normally tak perasan on time in 'those' little situations.

~*:.-------.:*~

Best song for this situation:
RahXephon: Katun no sadame

Quote:
"kimi ga mirai ni ai suru mono ga
koko ni iru no o mada shiranai"

(Search on google.com for trans xD)

  At Fri Feb 25, 07:35:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Imurann said...

"Love is glowing xD"

~ Yucca - M.Sakamoto

(Ibanez said he was busy atm, but managed to play game with me xD)

  At Fri Feb 25, 07:42:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Cherane said...

Have to agree with Lase. The timing could be off or she just want to be friends. If you do find some one who gives you the 'vibes' why not be a friend and then go for the KILL!
Uh, i mean...you know what i mean. People are different and the reactions are going to be different too.
But, just for fun, what if some one say 'suki desu' to you? What would you do?
Try empathy. What would you do in their shoes?
Ei, feels like Lase and I are your Dr.Love...
Remember I this is only my point of view (don't have enough experience in this kind of stuff)

  At Fri Feb 25, 07:44:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Cherane said...

Anyway, if love is meant to be it will fly back to you. Wouldn't it?

  At Fri Feb 25, 07:51:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger he who must not be named said...

.........

(will post comment after I finish bashing my head against the wall)

  At Fri Feb 25, 08:02:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Cherane said...

The wall must be very hurt.

  At Sun Feb 27, 12:31:00 AM GMT+8, Blogger Lase said...

Nice one Pablo.

I think ibanezmf hit his head too hard so he fainted so can't post. LOL

  At Sun Feb 27, 10:11:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger he who must not be named said...

uh, close, but not quite what happened. I felt sick with the haze hovering over the city that never sleeps. Not to mention bloody hot.

A couple of pictures taken by me during my trip to the bank:

http://img149.exs.cx/img149/9678/dsc012892ci.jpg
http://img231.exs.cx/img231/3796/dsc012932zg.jpg
http://img231.exs.cx/img231/154/dsc013055sa.jpg

and one for pabs:

http://img225.exs.cx/img225/3442/214ph.jpg

and about the "suki desu" thingie. No comment. But one thing for sure - I'd freak out if someone(read:one I hardly know or close to)told me that out of sudden.

  At Tue Mar 01, 01:01:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Syaoran said...

Closing comments here...

Not to pick a bone or anything...but--argh, better shut my mouth.

Pretty "cloudy" there, ibanez. Thankfully the rain's come and cleared the skies. But it's still fucking hot...

Err..yeah. Okay.

  At Fri Mar 04, 09:38:00 PM GMT+8, Blogger Syaoran said...

Stealth link dump.
http://www.versiontracker.com/windows/

Why the hell does she want to open up? I respect her decision and all, but dammit!

Rasa sayang la, really, and somehow tak suka/tak puas hati.

dammit, feels like a huge lump in my throat.

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