Friday, February 25, 2005
Scenario condensed with caffeine
Strange...nobody posted after pablo...Hel-loo?Well, here's a new post. Oh, btw, how's the poem? Creativy runs wild when you're under pressure and in a time limit. Just like Calvin says, when asked how he does his homework: "last-minute panic."
This blog was written last night, when my body is saturated with caffeine and sugar, but my brain is already comatose.
What comes across a girl's mind when someone says to her, 'suki desu'? (I like you). In my own fatalist thinking, i could only imagine one outcome: the girl goes silent for a moment and says nothing to the guy. A few days later, the guy realizes that the girl had already dissed him off, avoiding him altogether.
Of course, you could extrapolate that the guy is me and the girl are one of the random girls of the past (i'm not a girl collector, mind you).
Let's break down the sequence, shall we? First, the moment she heard 'suki desu'. I guess her world practically fell apart. To hear someone said that is kinda mind-boggling, I guess. "Someone expressed himself for me, wow," or something like that kot. All kind of warm and fuzzy feeling comes a-flooding. Petals of flowers and rainbows, I presume.
Next on the sequence is looking at who said that. Guess what, it's a-me. Probably their world fell apart again, but for different reasons. Somehow, I could feel their dream shattered to bits. "Holy fuck, he said it?" was probably the closest of what they could think of. Of course, me being a fatalist, I'm a [insert fatalist thinking here]. So, go figure.
So we move on to the third sequence, the "avoid it like the plague" sequence. This one, IMO, is the most brutal, and heart-wrenching for me. It goes like this: the next day, I go and try to start small talk to the girl. No reply. Heck, she even turned the other way around. Ookay. I'll leave her alone and let her ruminate whatever she had today. Probably it's gas. Or worse, full moon rising. Next day, try the same approach and got the same treatment. I'm not that dense to figure out she hates me already.
Mind you, this is not about the girl in the previous blog entries. It's just some generic situation that I've condensed from countless events before. Because I usually encounter situations that similarly look like this, I've summarized it into the scenario above.
I hope Lase and Pablo could give some insight into this scenario. Plus, try imagining I'm saying 'suki desu' to you. What is your reaction? Let me hear about it.
(If my fatalist thinking got the best of me, I could almost smell the same reaction from both of you. And that's not good. Shit.)
Well, discuss about it over the weekend. I'm not gonna check to blog for the weekend 'cos I'm going to Kero-chan's for a Boy's Weekend Out. So, girls, go crazy in here.
Don't forget to clean up the mess after the party's over, okay?
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'suki desu'
usfcibieiufcwniufv urbgweogr iugvc yburg ugv bfygufgecrfygervuygyf!!!
=oh...kay that didn't go very well..
'suki desu'
*shiver*shiver* AHH CHOOO!
=hmm....not that either
'suki desu'
Uwerghhhhh!!!
=no..
'suki desu'
.........!!!!!!!!!!............
(run for the hills)
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you're right, you do have that effect and that's when i know a little about you. I wonder what the poor girl is feeling if she knows you!
but, seriously, boss. The malay have the term 'jodoh' that could sum you up. Tiada jodoh, yet.