Wednesday, May 18, 2005
off-the-keyboard meanderings
I'm feeling a bit tight right now. And it's way late. It feels like... I don't know. The muscles on the chest tighten. The arms are tight and yet getting weak.I'm just gonna spew off anything that's on my mind right now. Maybe this is psychological. It's all in the mind, they say. I can't sleep. My black hole of a stomach is playing the keroncong. My chest feels tight, blabla. Get on to it.
First off: Lase, did you get the memo saying that you finally can put up my blog in your links? I clearly remember saying "yes, you can link my blog." It's okay if you forgot. So here it is, yes, you can link my blog.
I've been listening to anything piano lately. Or at least orchestral. Yes, that is my taste in music, but recently the playlist has been nothing but those, espcially nights like tonight. What's up with that? Maybe I'm gonna go off sounding angsty, but I stopped myself mid-angst. A waste of time, I said to myself.
Had a slight time-out from the chest-and-muscle tights by having a fun round of golf on the PS2. Maybe it is in my head. Once finished the game and back to the pc, the tights starts back.
Maybe I have to take a time-out from my own pc. Maybe it's enviromental. I haven't given my 'hog some serious lovin' lately. Go out and take is as much fresh air, maybe. But with the rainy outlook these days, my time out in the sun is clouded.
My best friend's back home already and I haven't got a plan to even go and crash at his place. Iusually do that every time he's home, yet I don't feel like it. I even lost my love for travelling. I need to re-kindle those lost loves.
Just had a reality check and realized that the school opens back on early July. only have a month and a half. I was missing a lot. I don't know what to do. Can I have a giant-sized SIGH here?
Dammit, the tightening returns. Better crash for now. Think of anything good the next day.
I'm worrying a lot of people by posting this.
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